9/19/9

I've barely left my bed today. My face is still numb on the left side. This has upset me since web MD and a doctor have only suggested a small stroke as the reason for the numbness. I'm in bed because I'm trying to pass time. Usually I smoke but that might be the cause of the numbness. Smoking or stress or both I guess. So I'm waiting for peace. Waiting for the knots to untie themselves. I'm watching The Royal Tenenbaums. No real reason to explain how great it is but I guess I kinda just did that anyway. There's an animated film called Monster House that I want to watch but it practically made my computer crash earlier. Not sure what's up next. Wait a second, Owen Wilson co-wrote The Royal Tenenbaums? I did not realize that. It's time to find another job. Well it's been time for a long time I guess. Maybe I should consider vocational school. I could be a dental technologist. My entry on Soulpancake this morning was about as depressing as this web log entry. Nicotine is a crazy thing. But so are my eyebrows.